Tuesday, April 6, 2010

panick attack....gelabah...same ker???

per mksud word kt atas nie ek?hurmm...bg aku la kn,panick attack 2 if biler kte da wat preparation 4 sumtink n then time nk wat dat sumtink tu,tbe2 kte blur,like we do not prepare anytink pun b4 dat..n for gelabah la,aku rs nie byk definition die kot..mayb stengah org kate gelabah tu like kelam kabut..n sum others lak kate gelabah tu like trlalu rsau pk bout sumtink,xcool down lngsung smpi kte wat pape pun jd xkene..aku rs dlm cite aku nie,aku amik 2nd definition la even aku der dua2 sifat gelabah tu,hehe..actually xsame pun dua2 word tu,juz der connection kot..

aku nie mmg ler trsgt2 panick attack+gelabah..lec BEL ksyangan aku,MR GAN la yg gelar aku panick attack tu coz aku nie trlalu2 truk time speaking,blur dowh..time writing or listening alhamdulillah ok jek..time speaking,aiya,manyak truk woo..if org lain bley bg 5-6 point,aku nie xtntu lg bley bg 2-3point..tu lum kire nk elobarate lg,huhu..time muet,sejarah berulang lg..time speaking r as alwayz,blank!!aku dpt bg 2points jek xclap,nsib mmber grup yg lain byk idea tp tu ler,still xmmbantu r coz mrkah depends on individual r..puas examiner tu push aku swuh bg point n elobarate tp i can't puan,sowy,huhu..tp nsib baek rsult ok coz aku focus kt writing n listening ;)..b4 tu lg r,time bengkel muet,lec yg in charge siap swuh aku jmpe die kt blik lg coz aku lngsung xdpt bg idea utk topic yg die bg =(..


datz it 4 dploma..time degree nie,lg la masak aku..coz BEL yg aku amik nie mmg focus on presentation,da name sbjek presentation skills..1st presentation nmpak cm ok but not so la..aku mmg hfal giler2 r text tu..bygkn btape gelabah,smpi aku x ingt aku der pgang note kcik utk refer..ye2 jek aku perah otax nk ingt..lec komen aku trlalu nk ingt ayat tu smpi xwat eye cntact ngan audience..lisa pun ckp muke ak giler seyez nk ingt pnye psl,haha..2nd presentation lak,smpi gigil dowh lutut aku time tnggu turn tu,klaka tol,hehe..smbil2 tu sbuk r hfal pnye hfal kn..last2 time present tu,asik refer note lak(da plak,b4 tu lngsung xrefer,mcm2 r ko nie zaty)..b4 tu,aku da brtekad yg xkn refer note coz nnti aku cm asik2 nk refer note jek,kire memory aku cm akan rs trcbar skaligus memadamkn sgale data yg aku hfal,huhu..last2 mmg jd cm2 r..sedey sgt..ntah bpe r mrkah aku dpt..da ler BEL nie xder final..='(



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